I try to have things that boost my low periods, the odd day out here and there, but they are very few and far between, my side of the family live around a 100 miles away, as I cant drive that far I very rarely get to see them, next Sunday is the exception, and i am looking forward to seeing my brother and his family and my parents, these are things to look forward to but generally I am at home day in and day out, alone, no one to talk too, or see, i can feel for elderly people that go through this not seeing anyone for days on end and looking forward to going out once a week.
At least today, going to see Samantha, Stefano and Valentino this will keep me amused for a few days, even though they have there own issues, we can help them out and they say that seeing us is a great help and they feel better after our visit, I just wish that i felt the same, as time passes, the depression gets more intense, and takes longer to get out of, I do my best to keep it from family and friends, but it is not easy and not worth the effort sometimes.
At least i get to drive my car for a little while today instead of driving back and forth to the two hospitals i attend and the Dr's, it wont be far as i cant do far, but Little Mini can have a nice run today.
This is me when i picked the car up from elms Mini in Cambourne near Cambridge, it's is a nice car, but I am not happy with it, but i have to keep it to at least next August, the car i got was significantly different from the car i tested in July, a lot more harder , mainly due in part to run flat wheels which are extremely hard
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